Sunday, February 28, 2010

My thoughts on Love

"Somebody To Love Me"
Kellie Pickler

Sometimes the night seems so long
When you lie in bed all alone
And tomorrow seems so far away
I don't wanna live another day this way

Scared to let someone in
Can't bear to get hurt again
But my body needs to feel a touch
Someone come and wake me up

I just want somebody to love me
I just need somebody to hold me
Somebody to love me

Don't wanna let life pass me by
Never knowing what it's like
To be as real as real can be
To share my life and know my dreams

I just want somebody to love me
And I just need somebody to hold me
Somebody to love me

'Cause I'm hurt and I'm scared and I'm lonely
All I want is somebody to want me
'Cause I've got so much to give

I just want somebody to love me
I just need somebody to hold me
Somebody to love me






As I am sitting here I am really thinking about Love. Love. I know what its like to love my family and friends. And I have witnessed true love, but I have never known true love. Love with another person. Someone you feel you can't live without. Never once felt it. Experienced it. Now I have experienced "puppy love", the feelings of possiblity, but never full blown with all your heart and soul Love. I known that I will. And I know that I have to be patient. My time will come when I am ready. Do I question why I haven't found love... Everyday. Does it make me question myself... Everyday. Maybe I am doing something wrong... But I know that being me is what I need to be. Its what someone will fall in love with. So I will wait, and be patient... My day will come. I have my entire life to love. I am just hoping it doesn't take my entire life. :)


Will I ever get the chance to love? Will I really know how to love? Is loving someone easy? Is it even supposed to be easy? I guess I will know when I get the chance to really love...


Love. It was once explained to me that its a choice. You to choose to love someone. And at first I wasn't so sure... but not I really do think you choose to love someone. I know a few couples that have been in serious committed relationships and both thought that they were going to be together forever. Until one deiced they could no longer love the other. They chose to not love anymore. Or love in the say way. I will probably question love until it falls in my lap.

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